Lord, I need wisdom–no matter what it costs

“Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you; love her, and she will watch over you. Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding.” (Proverbs 4:6-7)

Dear Lord God, 

I need your wisdom.

I’m afraid of what it will cost me to learn,

but I want it anyway.

It’s the only way to survive this life

and live it for you.

I’m beginning to understand that

godly wisdom is expensive to get.

The more I seek you,

the more I become a target.

The more I want you,

the more the world tries to lure me in.

It’s wisdom I need

and wisdom that will save and protect me.

Surround me with your mighty angels.

Fill me with your powerful Spirit.

Anoint me with your calling.

Humble me so I recognize where you’re at work

and when I’m interfering with your work.

Help me walk in your Spirit and hear your voice.

Give me your wisdom–

don’t allow me to attain intelligence or cunning instead.

Then I will have wisdom in all my decisions.

Then I will have peace about the choices I’m making

and accept the cost of following you.

Wisdom will present me with a crown of splendor (Prov. 4:9),

which I will lay exclusively at your feet.

Only you

in me.

In Jesus’ mighty name,

Amen.