Lord, save me!
Lord, save me!
I’m sinking.
I’m not going to make it.
I can’t go on.
I’m drowning right in front of you.
I see your hand outstretched,
but I can’t reach it.
You said, “Come.”
And I came.
I defied the waters below and the pure impossibility that I could join you in your mission–
that I had the faith–
but I don’t.
The winds and waves are too great for me.
I know they’re not too great for you,
but today, that doesn’t seem to matter.
I can’t go on.
I can’t see how anything will change.
I don’t feel you.
Catch me, or I will perish.
And lead me again into following you,
even though my faith is small.
I know you are the Son of God,
but you feel so far from me
and my desperate world.
Amen.
“Take courage. It is I. Do not be afraid.”–Jesus (Matthew 14:27-33)