Thank you for the blessings I understand and the ones I don’t

Dear Lord-Provider,

Thank you for answering my prayers.
I’m grateful for your blessings,
even when they happen in your timing and not mine.
(Your way always seems way too long in coming.)

I’m trying to believe that your timing is perfect,
even when I can’t see that it is.

I know I need patience
and faith to trust you.
I’m glad you’re working on this in my life,
even though I hate it.

I love you.
In my feeble, pathetic, human way,
I love you.
And I desire to love you more all the time,
not just when you bless me.

Until you make me wait another time
and then bless me again after I’ve waited,
I just want to say–

I believe in your timing.
I’m grateful for the blessings I understand and the ones I don’t.
I trust your will for your gifts that are coming,
no matter what they look like at the time I receive them.

Amen.